goodbye

i'm leaving for college on friday.

i might start another blog. i might not. i don't know yet.

but i do know i won't be continuing this particular blog.

i feel like i'm breaking up with this blog. it's not you, it's me! i just don't feel like this is right for me anymore...

so farewell, little blog!

the calc test was yesterday. it was meh, but whatever.
now i have pretty much nothing to worry about, which feels spectacular.


currently reading: aunt julia and the scriptwriter
currently listening: my brother's incessant drumming

i need to go watch a movie so i can have something to blog about. my entries have always been grossly diary-like, and i doubt they're very interesting to the... zero... readers of this blog.

i wanted to start adding this to all my posts, but of course have forgotten on the past few posts. here goes.

currently reading: lolita (and a multitude of magical realism books)
currently listening: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xzl4p_S2osM (no idea what the video is..)
currently dreading: going back to school

to learn their grammary

on a social network site for my college to be, i was supposed to talk about myself in 100 words. i looked at a couple other profiles, most having long descriptions of themselves, creating some sort of person for the profile-viewer. i can't stand things like that. what am i supposed to say? i don't know if everyone is like this, but i have few routines/habits that i repeat every day. (besides hygiene practices..). i pretty much wake up every day with new interests and ways to accomplish things. i don't mind it this way. i get confused when people make generalizations about themselves, though. why limit yourself?

on that note

as, uh, melodramatic as that post was a few minutes ago, i felt the need to say it.

i got back from nashville about three hours ago. from show choir nationals! (thrilling, eh?) but seriously, it was fun. lots of talking and laughing and dancing obnoxiously in hotel rooms. nashville was gorgeous. it was all spring-like, and all of the trees were covered in flowers. and the best part was the smell. that smell like things are alive and growing and green. the days were warm, and the nights had that good breeze where you feel like you can hold the air in your hands.

also, i watched enough show choir in the last four days to last me the rest of my life. that's about all i want to say about the actual competition. oh, performing in the grand ole opry was kind of a neat concept. and the lobby had these sweet hanging lights that changed colors and looked too whimsical for a country music venue.

i stayed up until about 4 this morning talking to a good friend about life. i love having conversations like that. afterwards it feels like i know them ten times better, and that i thought about things i hadn't thought about before.

gothic elements

the weekend after march 6 was rainy, as it should have been.
the skies were gray and i didn't feel out of place.

this is all i really want out of life.